I did it...

I actually auditioned for a musical, something I said I would never do again. But I wanted to try.



Here are some things I discovered about myself this week. The first being that I am the quintessential over acheiver. I cannot help it. Where I am needed and when I am needed I cannot help but jump in. Second, in terms of this nature it makes me want to do several things with my life that I may never get to do, like go to hair cutting school and really learn how to do hair. Not just the beatles haircut I have learned to do since dating Simon. And not just trimming the friends hair, but really know how to do it. Also I would like to get Certified as a Riding Instructor. And I feel like ever since I chose theatre over riding all those years ago that I may never get my chance. But I am doing my best to ride 3 times a week now. And I think that is why I want to try to do this, I just dont know how. There are so many logistics. And I'm my father's daughter. Logistics is what I do. But I guess if I really wanted to do it I would be doing it.



This would also mean that I would have to sort out my knee. Not going to happen. They are just badly designed. Knees that is. And I dont have the time to get them fixed knowing full well that they actually wont be fixed and then would have to deal with it all over again. So I have deemed myself a Doctor and I say no. The frustrating thing is that it gets worse with more exercise so the fitter I get the more my knee deteriorates. It is just one of life's vicious cycles.



I also want to get a Masters Degree, and I want to get it in Directing. Well Directing or Production Management. Directing, Production Management or Scenic Painting...or Acting. Or all of the above. More on that later.