3 more days until the flight.

So I did another mile on the treadmill because it passes the time. I am in such a holiday mode now that I just cannot function. There is enough for me to do in the next couple of days I can only hope will stop me thinking about the fabulousness that is about to come.

I need my people. I need to see them and make sure that they are ok and to solidify myself with them. They ground me and make me a better person.

I was out with an old friend recently catching up and she asked me what my friends were like in the UK. And it was hard for me because I just don't have the connections with the people in this country as I do with my gals from NC, well NC and VA. and not just gals, boys too. I need to feel and be around the people who love me. for me. with me. when I am me. It makes it sound like I am all on my own out here with no one, and that is absolutley not true. Simon is my partner and is the best friend any girlfriend could ask for. But he is not a girl and sometimes I want to be around a group of girls again.

Meredith corrupted me. I am totally a snob when it comes to guys now. They have so much to proove to me and it isnt their fault. It is such a shame that they just cant live up to it. (again this does not include Simon)

I want to do theatre with my girls again. So I think that when I form this theatre company with Lisa that will be our goal. Make so much money that I can just have any one I want to come and do our shows. This shall be in the goals of the company.

I dont like to complain but this is my blog and if I cant do it here where am I going to do it?

I saw Daniel last night for the first time in about a year, I dont count him coming to see You're a Good Man Charlie Brown, cause I saw him for like 2 seconds, and I had pigtails in my hair. And it wasnt wierd, but it was just the two of us, which was something that hadn't happened since that summer. and it was great. Simon threw a little jealousy fit before I left and I have to say it made me happy. I would be lieing if I said it didnt, but to have someone feel that way about you is cool. He didnt do it is an insane way or anything but it was cute. Anyway. I got to catch up with someone who has known me my whole life, someone I don't have to explain myself to because he knows. And that made missing the girls even worse. Its just not the same. But I did appreciate the effort.

Everyone is growing up and going all over the world (I should talk) and I think this hits home. When we grow up we move. Its what you do. Whether it is for love, money, happiness, whatever, you move. Well my friends do. Some people I know have never and will never move. I guess on the other hand I find this sad too. Get out. See the world. I just wish I had that little bit more money that I could come see it with you.

I clearly have too much time on my hands. Saturday hurry up.